Since my mind has been blank of creativity lately, thought I’d share one of my favorite songs. I have known this song for years, and it’s always stuck with me. No matter how many times I listen to it, there’s always room for more.
Whew, I’m in a Nine Inch Nails mood today. I love this video for multiple reasons… Josh Freese is always incredible to watch, he really gets into the drums. The song, that guitar riff gets me every time. Oh, and Trent’s Henley is really working for me.. 😉
“I only want to be honest.” That was a lie. Honesty is not skirting the truth. Saying I was curious, was the truth. Saying, I want this, was the full truth. I was scared, I thought I should ease into it. I dipped one toe in, then said, fuck it, dove all the way. I guess it was the boldness of my nature, to completely say it. “I would sleep with other guys, if it was alright with you.” He almost ignored the statement. Brushed it away like a bad dream. As it festered in him, he blew up. I panicked, I love him. I want to be with him. Although, my statement, yes, it was true. You can’t turn something into fiction that large.